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Memory’s Mind Chapter 1

PROLOGUE

“The king is dead.” 

The proclamation whispered through still corridors, echoed in dark alleys, lingered in the polished palace halls, and rolled through the courtyard from the unsmil­ing mouth of the palace messenger. 

“The king is dead—the king is dead.”

Mothers whispered it over babies’ cradles, partiers repeated it with a coarse laugh over tavern tables, a farmer gathering the early harvest muttered it to himself between each sweet potato he dug.

Other whispers followed, murmuring of the kingly succession now facing Taerna, questioning Co-King Daemien’s unexpected demise, and speculating who Chief King Thaerre might now choose to crown upon the two thrones in Syorien, now empty. With the whis­pers circulated dreams of power, rumors of change.

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It whispered to a pale princess just rising from her bed—whispered through the lips of Giana the maid, tiptoeing in bearing a heap of black garments.

The king is dead—your uncle, Princess.

The words echoed through Ruemyr’s head as the maid’s hands readied her to face the day. There would be mourning, there would be a proper week-long cere­mony, and there would be the intensified security detail to accompany the increased contact with the people. 

Two things she must remember: she’d use every opportunity to mingle with the common people, espe­cially on an official occasion such as this would be; and she must speak with her father, King Thaerre, as soon as she could.

Laws of Taerna. Perhaps Father would see things her way this time.

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“I would call the feast last night a decided success.” The dark, cascading topknot barely brushed the wall sconce as the silver overskirt pivoted.

A bare grunt emitted from the figure crouched on the divan.

“Even if your behavior left something to be desired,” Yulie continued, lifting her hand to pat a stray curl in place. “You’re quite old enough now to speak up, to partici­pate in the chatter of the court, to play the part of your position as king’s grandson. I don’t know why you should require so much prodding at your age.”

The man in the corner shifted, scraping the divan against the floor with a rough screech that sent a shiver down her arm. “Perhaps, Mother”—the words were clear now, though the tone was still lazy and soft—“the position you speak of isn’t one worth pretending to assume. Yes, yes, grandson of the co-king and all that, but what does that mean? Nothing, in the course of court life.”

“Oh, but you know so well what I’ve always told you. The part is what you make of it. Last night was a perfectly appropriate opportunity to demonstrate to the court at large that talent and sense are not lacking in the inner palace circle. You did well enough, but what you’d do without me and my promptings, I’m sure I don’t know. I do credit you, though, for tempering your after-dinner beverages; most of those young fops were sopping fools long before the entertainment began. That’s some sense there.”

No answer came from the corner, and Yulie lifted a thick volume from a side table. Thumbing through the pages, she perused several before another word was spoken. “You are planning to attend the kings’ dedication of the new renovations to the Palace Showhall tomor­row.” She glanced over at her son, still lounging. 

“Certainly, if you wish it.” An indifferent shrug ac­com­panied Watt’s reply. 

Yulie’s lips quirked in an imitation of a smile before the ghost of a tired sigh escaped her. “Where is breakfast? Why are the servants so slow this morning? One late-night feast does not excuse this late morning hour.”

In answer, Watt jabbed his finger towards the open door, where a figure approached down the long hall.

Yet as the servant advanced, the empty hands be­to­kened no imminent breakfast. “What is it?” Yulie spoke up. “Why is breakfast so belated?”

The man bowed, his tones grave as he spoke. “My Lady Princess, I bear ill news.”

Yulie’s hand tightened under her book, but her voice betrayed no agitation. “Say on.”

“The co-king, your father, was found unresponsive in his bedchamber. The palace physician was summoned immediately but could do nothing.” He paused.

Watt started up from his seat, but Yulie, casting a glance at him, merely nodded, her lips pressed tightly together. “And so?”

“I regret to report his death, my Lady Princess.”

Her eyes fell shut; her breath came shortly, and she deliberately steadied it. She glanced again at Watt, standing before her, frozen in place and staring at the servant. It had happened, then. She must plan her next move carefully. King Thaerre would be attending to the succession. 

“He was in excellent health last night.” The words didn’t sound like hers. She cringed.

The servant nodded. “Quite sudden, indeed. I await your pleasure.”

“Send my maid with proper attire and bring the same for Watt. Watt, come with me, and do behave as befits a royal for once in your life. We must speak with King Thaerre immediately.”

Watt shook himself to alertness. “But—about Grandfather?”

Yulie was already back before the mirror, patting her immaculate updo into place. “We honor your grandfather best this way. Trust me on that. We have no time. Oh, and Horaas? Send our morning meal to the king’s chambers.”

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“King Daemien died last night, you know.” The deep-toned voice spoke casually as two middle-aged men wove through the gaudy buildings of Syorien’s Palace District.

His dark-eyed companion nearly halted. “No.”

“Yes! It’s all over the square and the center, not to mention the halls. The messenger read the proclamation this morning. It’s a wonder you hadn’t heard, Cordan-my-man.”

“My uncle was poorly this morning, and I didn’t get out.” The words were clipped. “But—dead!” He drew up, angling his steps directly towards the palace. “King Thaerre will require my presence immediately.”

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Deep in Syorien’s Lower District, a black-bearded laborer heaved his massive axe to thump against yet another log. As the wood fell cleft in two, the man swung around to the next. A young woman, dressed in palace garb, blocked his way. 

The axe dropped. “Anitha, what is it?”

The fair head dipped slightly. “Father…King Daemien is dead.”

“The king is dead.” It was a wooden whisper. The logs wobbled and blurred before his eyes, but only for a moment. He fastened his gaze on his daughter, and this time the words spat through gritted teeth. “The king is dead. You know what that means…”

Her chin levelled, and her eyes met his squarely. “King Thaerre chooses the heir. In six days.”

“No.” Daevan stifled for the ten thousandth time the deep-rooted anger welling up. “No. Not Thaerre. It shall not be.” Regrasping the axe, he turned once more, a nameless hatred burning within. “The KING is DEAD.”

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Part One

Keep & Keeper

Ten Years Earlier

Chapter One

Birch leaves glinted in the sunlight, continuously quivering in a gentle breeze as Kelton’s boots strode down the path with a steady wisp, wisp. An acorn rolled, spurred by his feet, into the woods and down the slope to the grasses beyond. Birds twittered, chirped, and zipped from tree to tree. 

The wind ruffled Kelton’s hair, and he lifted his face and smiled. What a glorious time of year. The weather was perfect for woodsy walks, the sunlight reflected brightly, and the word of Adon Olam came strongly to mind. Some days, it seemed impossible to focus, but some­how, today…

He shook himself mentally. Here he was getting distracted by thinking about how well he was doing at not being distracted. 

“‘No man can serve two masters,’” he muttered—not too loudly but still audibly. “‘No man can serve two masters: for either he will hate the one, and love the other; or else he will hold to the one, and despise the other.’”

Several times he repeated it, pondering its meaning. Since he’d first heard this passage as a small child, he’d had questions. Why did it refer to hating and loving as well as holding to and despising? Wasn’t it just two different ways of saying the same thing?

Reaching the creek, he crouched at its bank and watched the slim stream sliding by. Someday perhaps he’d understand that verse. For now, he’d keep musing.

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A sharp finger tapped Kelton’s shoulder as he filed into the brightly lit hall of Frydael Center. “Lucian.” Kelton barely turned his head, acknowledging his friend’s presence.                                                                                                                  

“Here to hear the preacher, are you?” Lucian swung himself around to face Kelton. “Should be interesting. I hope it is. I hear he’s from Doekh.”

“Doekh! I thought they didn’t know Adon Olam.” Kelton unfastened his cloak, swinging it over the arm with which he held his copy of the Word. 

“’Twould be an interesting preacher who didn’t know Adon Olam,” Lucian returned, falling in step with Kelton. “In that case, he’d be billed as a regular speaker, not a preacher. Anyway, this is the biggest event in town tonight. So exciting. You think I’ll get to speak with you-know-who after the meeting?”

“I don’t know.” Kelton kept his thoughts to himself. He was one of the only young men of his age in Frydael who didn’t have at least a prospective female he’d set his sights on. But he felt far too busy as well as far too young for such a thing. Not even twenty yet. Lucian, on the other hand… Kelton well knew who he meant, and he wasn’t sure about that relationship. Not only was Lucian even younger, but Kelton sensed the pull that drew his friend’s time and interest away. 

“I’m going to try. Fun to meet together for these special events. I’ll never complain. Especially since this is the sort of thing my family thrives on. No ‘Lucian, where’ve you been all evening?’ tonight.”

Kelton nodded. “Well, where have you been?” 

“Just about town, of course.” The words were light.

Kelton slid into a chair on the end of the third row, mentally tallying his distance from the front. This would do. 

Lucian sidled in past him and filled the next seat. “Not in the taverns, if that’s what you’re asking. Nothing for my folks to be worried about. I’m not that kind of man.”

“Sometimes I wonder what kind of man you are, Luc.” Kelton opened the Book, flipped unseeingly through the pages, then scanned the rows of chairs, slowly filling. “Seem to be a little of this and a little of that. Up for everything.”

“Much is worth pursuing.” Now the tones were jovial. “Much better than wasting away in idleness like so many. Frittering away their time. And on what? A show, a drink, a game, a short pleasure. Idleness. The workshop of the enemy, as the saying goes.” 

“Indeed.” Kelton relapsed into thoughtfulness. 

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“What you think about is what you are. Dying to our own thoughts—what we want to think about—and living to what we need to think about—that’s life.” The preacher’s words echoed throughout the hall chamber. “Your next thought could be the seed that corrupts your entire life, or it could corrupt someone else’s life. ‘Keep your heart with all diligence, for out of it are the issues of life.’”

Silence stretched over the audience, and the words sank into Kelton’s soul. Thinking was a favorite pastime, but never had he seen the power of his own thoughts in this light. Such fervor and passion—when was the last time he’d heard the Word of Adon Olam spoken in such a way? Alive. Real. The preacher’s eyes penetrated him with the kindest and tenderest gaze he’d ever witnessed. 

He needed to speak to the preacher. 

A prayer followed the message, a prayer that sounded like the preacher had entirely forgotten his audience and spoke to Adon Olam alone, so quietly, so sincerely, so humbly. A low “Even so” sounded, and Kelton’s heart echoed it even as his lips quivered at the mere wisp of a thought of speaking the syllables aloud. 

The congregation rose. Lucian disappeared—prob­ably to find Ryana. Murmurs of conversation surrounded Kelton, and the back of his neck tightened involuntarily. He slipped out of his seat and to the wall, his eyes follow­ing the preacher as he steadily glided through a crowd, purposefully yet unhurriedly sliding smoothly on a line for the door. Unobtrusively, Kelton inched along the wall towards the door, timing his approach to coincide with the preacher’s. 

He had to swallow twice before the words came, but he was determined. “Good evening.” 

“Oh, good evening, my dear young man. What can I do for you?” The preacher stopped, extending his hand. 

Kelton grasped it automatically, his mind spinning. “I—appreciated your talk very much,” he stammered. “I’d never realized the importance of our thoughts before. Thank you for sharing Adon Olam’s Word.” 

“Oh, glory be to Him.” A smile lit the preacher’s face, and Kelton’s hand was sandwiched between the preacher’s two large ones. “You know, son, your mind is the mouth of your heart. What your mind eats, your heart digests, and that fuels your entire life. Take every thought captive, He says.”

“Yes.” Kelton withdrew his hand, the passion in his soul quelling his nerves. “I’ve—I’ve had so many selfish and worldly thoughts in my life. No wonder it’s difficult to be still and know Adon Olam!”

“And it’s such a terrible tragedy that this world over­runs with distractions of every form to draw your mind away from the simplicity that is in Yeshua.” The preach­er’s face was sober, but his eyes twinkled.

“I wish I could get away from some of it.” Kelton’s sigh emerged from the depths of his heart. He tried. Even his nature preferred it. But the struggle was constant. He stepped backwards as two conversing women disappeared out the door, brushing his elbow in their nearness.

“Have you met the hermit on the hill?” The preacher leaned towards Kelton. “It was he from whom I first heard many of these truths of Adon Olam. It was he who encouraged my discipline in His Word.”

“No—where is he?”

“Outside Frydael to the west, up the road leading out of the town. A trail winds around the lake from the main road and up a hilltop. The hermit’s house is a little brown cottage. Follow that trail and you’re sure to come to it, if you persist. It is a bit hidden, but it’s there.” 

“Is he welcoming of visitors?” Kelton asked doubt­fully. He wasn’t about to burst in upon any hermit only to receive the scare of his life.

“Oh, yes, he will welcome you. Tell him why you’ve come. He’ll be more than happy to see you.”

“Yet he has chosen a life of solitude…” Kelton glanced over his shoulder nervously. Father approaching with Kethin and Liliora; they’d want to leave shortly. 

“Not from any unwillingness for human company,” the preacher assured him, “but rather to avoid the very distractions we’ve been speaking of, and to more unwa­ver­ingly align his life with that of Yeshua inside of him—to devote himself to the Word.”

“Indeed.” 

Father had joined them now, and, with a nod and smile to the preacher, motioned for Kelton to follow. 

“Good night.” Kelton’s eyes sought the kind brown ones once more. “Thank you very much. May—may Adon Olam go with you and bless you.”

“Even so.” The preacher lowered his head, clasping his hands a moment in front of him. “Good evening to you, too, young man. I believe Adon Olam will work great and mighty things through your life. You are His soldier, son, and you’ve entered the battle. Go in Him and prosper through surrender.”

“By His aid, I shall.” A thrill coursed through Kelton as he turned to follow his family out the door. 

He’d have to find the hermit on the hill as soon as could be. Perhaps tomorrow.

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Victory’s Voice Chapter One Sneak Peek

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She was quite lost to her surroundings. A blur of images paraded before her mental vision, sprung from the slightly-yellowed page open on her lap. Curled in the corner chair, Ellisia let her imagination travel as rapidly as her eyes. Dukes and drama, intrigue and investigation, foiled plots and feisty populace—every word seized her fancy as her mind rapidly painted each scene in vivid pictures. Her only focus: what the next chapter might hold.

She stuck her thumb under the corner to begin the page turn. Wishing to reread a particularly mysterious sentence, she wavered between pages for a brief instant.

Rap, rap.

Ellisia started, raising her head to glance towards the front door. Judging by the insistent force of the knock, someone had been trying to gain her attention for some time. She sighed, stuck a crumpled bit of paper between the pages, closed the book, and went to the door. Evidently she wouldn’t be finishing her story tonight.

Fumbling with the rusty metal, she lifted the latch.

“Reading again.” The dark-haired girl on the step didn’t even bother with a question mark. “Of course.”

Ellisia sighed and grinned at the same time. “Of course,” she echoed. “Come in, Dresie.”

The neighbor girl slipped her slim form through the doorway and past Ellisia. “Carita’s not home?”

“Not just now. And she took the baby.”

“Ah, how convenient for me. I hoped we could chat a bit.” The dark eyes roved the sitting room before landing on the book Ellisia had been reading. “And I don’t suppose you’d like to slip outdoors any more than you usually would.”

“Not really.” Ellisia slipped back into the chair. “It’s just on the brink between ‘too warm’ and ‘too cold,’ and every insect in Taerna seems to have gathered in our yard.”

Dresie threw back her head, a gilded laugh emerging. “You didn’t used to mind the insects,” she reminded Ellisia. “Remember when we’d play outside for hours as children? With Dixaen? And remember how you’d out-garden both of us?” She paused as her eyes flitted across the bookshelf in the corner. “We used to write about such times in our story journal . . . you still have that, don’t you?”

Ellisia murmured assent. “I can’t tell you where it is though . . . I haven’t looked at that for an eternity.”

Dresie’s fingers moved quickly across the titles. “It used to be back in this corner.” She pulled out several volumes, then reached back for a thin, worn cover wrinkled behind them. “Here. Just see.”

The lids fell open, and crooked letters sprawled faintly across the pages. Ellisia scanned the page, all of a sudden transported back to that autumn afternoon.

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Nine Years Earlier

“Books? You’d better believe there are books, Ellisia. Why, whole roomfuls of books—you can’t even begin to imagine. Rooms bigger than your whole house. And shelves up to the ceiling.”

Dreamy wonder shone in her eyes as she gazed at Caeleb’s animated expression. A whole roomful of books at once! “Have you read them all?

A laugh rang out. “No, I haven’t. Even you couldn’t possibly read all those books in one lifetime. One of my favorite BookHalls is in Amadel Academy—we call it the Palace Academy.”

“What’s that?”

“It’s a school where students can learn about anything they want to—and get a certificate in that particular field.” Caeleb leaned back on his hands, his gaze trained on the sky for a moment before returning to Ellisia’s rapt expression. “They have a BookHall, though, and I enjoy going there because I can usually find a book more easily than at the Palace BookHall.”

“The Palace BookHall.” Ellisia’s words were an awed whisper.

“You’d love the Palace BookHall.” Caeleb plucked a blade of grass and tossed it at her. “You wouldn’t know what to do with yourself. Or rather, you’d have more to read than you’d know what to do with. You’d never leave. Shelves floor to ceiling. Three stories, at least. All filled with books. And, guess what?” He leaned forward conspiratorially.

“What?” She forced the whisper out, hardly able to breathe. Three stories of books! What next?

“They’re all lined up by color. Each topic is a different color. So when you walk in, it’s a stunning rainbow array of blues, greens, reds, oranges, yellows, purples, browns—floor to ceiling, mind you. And you’d tire yourself out before you reached the other side of the room.”

“Tire myself out . . .” The echo drifted into nothingness. “Caeleb, I’m visiting that BookHall someday.”

“I’m sure you will, princess.” Caeleb grinned before pushing to his feet. “Looks like Dresie and Dixaen are back again. Want to play Captured Bases again?”

“Of course!” She leaped up.

Several rousing rounds later, sunlight stretched the shadows into comically tall versions of their noontime selves, and Caeleb had disappeared inside to talk grownup business with Kaelan.

“We need to go back home now, Dixaen,” Dresie called, black braids flapping as she dashed around the yard scooping up the bases. “Grandfather said we must come when the sun touched the hilltops, and there it is now.”

“Get the ball, too, Dresie,” Ellisia returned. “Put it in the kitchen lean-to.” Taking a stick, she began erasing the lines they’d drawn in the dirt to mark the boundaries.

She’d reached the other edge of the yard when Dresie came flying back, panting heavily and braids flying. “I can’t open the lean-to. It must be locked.”

“Locked? No, it can’t be. We just got the things out of it earlier. And Carita never locks it while we’re still playing.” Ellisia followed her friend to the lean-to and took a deep breath as she tried the handle.

It wouldn’t budge.

“Can you go through the front door?” Ellisia asked.

Dresie disappeared, only to return a moment later. “That door’s locked, too.”

“What? No, it can’t be.” Ellisia breathed deeply once again as tightness welled up inside her. They couldn’t be locked out of the house. Carita would never do that.

Yet testing the door confirmed Dresie’s words, and Ellisia’s heart sank yet further. Knocking loudly produced no response, and Dixaen’s strength added to the girls’ efforts still failed to move the door handle.

“What will we do?” Dresie bit her lip, her face drooping. “You have to get in for the night.”

Ellisia thought rapidly. There was no other way in. One of these doors had to open. Where was Carita? Why didn’t she hear?

A text Carita had often sung to her shot into her mind. “Behold, I stand at the door and knock . . .” And there was that other song from Adon Olam’s Word: “Knock, and it shall be opened unto you.”

Adon Olam had said it. It must be true. Ellisia couldn’t open the door, and Carita wasn’t there, but Adon Olam was there always. Softly Ellisia sang the words, then louder and more boldly as she banged on the firmly-shut door. “Open!” she commanded the door. “Adon Olam says it shall be opened. So open, and let us in!”

Her right hand reached for the handle as her left hand continued to pound—and the door slipped open. “Thank you,” Ellisia said, stepping in.

Dresie brought the bases in and silently dropped them in the box where they belonged. “It opened,” she whispered. “It opened. It was locked.” She gazed around as if expecting to see Carita standing there somewhere.

Adon Olam opened it for us,” Ellisia said matter-of-factly. “Or He sent one of His angels to do it. I knew He would. He always does when I say it for Him. He knew we needed to get in.”

Dresie nodded, wide-eyed. “That must be it.”

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Ellisia blinked at the words in the journal. Nine years ago, and she still remembered the relief when that door had opened. Carita had been busy upstairs and hadn’t even heard their knocking. And that conversation with Caeleb . . . she hadn’t penned much of it in the journal, but every word had been seared into her heart. She’d dreamed regularly of Academy and the BookHall since that day.

“Remember when you told the door to open?” Dresie’s voice cut into her musings. “It just did. I almost couldn’t believe it.” She flipped a page.

Ellisia shrugged. “I remember. And I wasn’t surprised. That wasn’t the first time something like that happened.”

“I know.” A note of seriousness laced Dresie’s tones now. “I remember a few other occasions later on. Ellisia, honestly, did it happen a lot?”

“Some. Not regularly, but I certainly noticed it. Just seemed like part of life to me.”

“And do you remember when Grandfather was ill, and you told his disease to go away? I thought you were being too optimistic and unrealistic.”

“And then you couldn’t believe it when he recovered.” Ellisia sank into the green-backed chair and clasped her thin white hands in her lap. “I expected that, too.”

“Ellisia, there has to be more to this.” The whisper was earnest. “You know my cousin just married a teacher from Doekh. Those Doekhans know so much more about things than we do here, and my cousin says some of them have studied the effect words have and why.”

Ellisia’s dark eyes caught Dresie’s black ones. “Oh? It’s a matter of study there?”

“I hear so.”

The clasped hands tightened. “Then I’m going to learn. And find out.”

“How?”

Ellisia shrugged. “I have no idea. But some way or another, I’ll find someone who knows. You have no clue what it’s like, Dresie. It’s true—I sometimes say something, and, good or bad, later I see it happening. I’ve tried not to dwell on it too much, but now that you say it, I do believe you’re right—it has to be more than mere coincidence. I guess I’ve thought it’s like praying—you know how Carita prays. She prays; things happen. But if there’s more to it, I’m finding out.”

“Be careful, though.” Dresie shut the journal and shoved it onto the shelf. “You don’t know what you’re dealing with. And I don’t know how much I trust most of those people from Doekh. You know most of them don’t follow Adon Olam.

Ellisia nodded. “I’ll be careful.”

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Scarcely had Ellisia returned to her book after saying farewell to Dresie than a second knock sounded at the door. A sigh escaped her as she again rose to answer—no reading for her today. Was everyone in town out on social visits this afternoon? Her hand again sought the rusty latch.

Then she barreled forward, launching herself into the arms of the stocky man who stood outside. “Caeleb!” she exclaimed. “It’s so good to see you again! What are you doing here? How’s your grandfather? And your parents? What’s the news? How long can you stay?”

“Ellisia.” He returned the embrace with a broad grin. “Good to see you, too. You know, you’ve still grown since the last time I saw you.”

Cae-leb . . .” she scolded gently.

“Not really.” His grin melted into a teasing chuckle. “But truly, it’s good to be back. Syorien’s social expectations do get tiring.”

“I’m sure they do.” She pulled back through the open door. “Won’t you come in?”

Caeleb entered, swinging himself easily into the room and towards the chair that Ellisia had deserted. “Reading again, I see,” he commented.

“Am I ever not?”

“Sometimes I wonder.”

He picked up the green-covered novel. “Is it a good book?”

“One of the best I’ve read! Especially this year. Though I certainly haven’t had many new books this year.” She sighed, biting her lip as her eyes again ran across the pitifully small collection on the corner shelves.

“And why is that?”

She shrugged. “Not enough new books in town here, I guess. I’ve read them all. Either borrowed them from those who have them, or I own them myself.” She plucked the book from Caeleb’s hand, thumbing through it. “This one was one the storekeeper’s wife picked up from a travelling merchant a month or two ago and saved for me until I could buy it. I’d love to be able to read a few more.”

Caeleb eased onto the low divan and stretched his arms behind his neck. “Well, what would you say if I told you that I could give you a chance to do just that?”

The book clattered to the table as she whirled to survey him. “You can? You didn’t bring more books, by chance?” She eyed the bag at his side with a slight frown—it hung as though stuffed with food and clothing, not books.

“Better than that.” Reaching into his bag, he pulled out a piece of paper and handed it to Ellisia.

“What’s this?” She unfolded it.

“A listing of the certificates they’re offering at the Amadel Academy now,” Caeleb explained. “There’s one in particular that brought you to mind.”

She scanned the list quickly, her heart racing. She well knew that Amadel Academy—the “Palace Academy,” as it was commonly called—was open only to select scholars, and not penniless ones like she was. And it was so far from her home here in Frydael . . .

A title jumped out at her. “World Literature?” she exclaimed. “There’s such a thing?” Never in all her seventeen years had she heard of someone who was certified in literature.

Caeleb leaned back, his hands again resting behind his head. “It’s a new whim in Syorien. Don’t know who decided to offer it or why, but there it is.”

“Truly.” She was whispering now. A trembling excitement seized her, and her hand still holding the list shook. Grayness swirled about the edges of her vision, but the words WORLD LITERATURE stood emboldened with crystal clarity before her eyes.

“I know how much you love books, and I know how much you want to continue your education. You’ve done an excellent job teaching yourself all these years, and I’d love to see that continue.”

“But you know I can’t . . .” she began, still in a whisper. Oh, how she wanted this.

“I know Carita can’t afford to send you anywhere,” Caeleb went on, plucking the list out of Ellisia’s trembling fingers, “though I know she wants you to get all the learning you can. But I have a proposition.” He grinned as he tucked the list back into his bag and folded his hands around his raised knee. “How would you like to come to Syorien with me and go to Academy?”

Ellisia’s mind whirled. “With you? I couldn’t just . . .How?”

“It’s simple. You know that I’ve been back in Syorien with my grandparents for a while. My parents are in the country currently. We’ve been living next door to one of my sisters.” He paused. “And now for the news you asked for.”

“What news?”

“Family news, of course. What else would you want to know?” His eyes twinkled.

“About Academy.” The words tumbled out before she could think. She clasped her hands tightly, trying to be patient. Could she truly attend Academy? What did Caeleb have in mind?

Caeleb grinned. “All in time. Family news first.” His smile tantalized her. What about Academy? He went on, seemingly oblivious to her excitement. “My sister just had triplets. Healthy babies, all three of them. But she needs assistance, and for some reason she won’t trust the daytime care of them solely to me.” He sighed, rubbing his palm across his bag, his nose wrinkled at Ellisia. “So—would you come to live with Mae, help her with the babies, and go to Academy?”

Ellisia’s eyes widened. “I’d do anything to go to Academy. But what does she want me to do?”

“Mostly just the ordinary housework, I think,” he replied. “She’s been having a neighbor girl help her with the babies during the daytime, and she is adjusting to the care of them, but the other work could use a hand. I figure Carita’s given you plenty of practice.”

Ellisia wrinkled her nose. “Sure.” She’d never enjoyed housework as her sister had, but she’d accompanied Carita many times on missions of mercy to neighbors’ homes in Frydael. She knew how to work, anyhow. “I’d do that. And—do you think I would be qualified to enter for the World Literature line? What does it involve? Can I get certified in that?”

“I’m sure you can do it easily if you set your mind to it,” Caeleb encouraged her. “I’m not certain what it involves, but I assume it involves books in some form.”

“Of course.” Ellisia chuckled, nervous excitement bubbling over.

“And yes, you can get certified in that field. It’s a three-year program.”

“When does it begin?”

“Beginning of summer,” Caeleb answered. “That’s just two weeks away. Are you interested?” He grinned once more.

“Interested? Is that even a question?” Ellisia flew out of her seat and seized his hand, then released it and sat down again. “I’ll go. If Carita will let me. When are you returning to Syorien?”

“I hoped to make a week’s visit here . . .” He trailed off. When she didn’t answer, he went on. “But they won’t let me off that long. I’m leaving in five days. Can you be ready that quickly?”

“Can I? I could be ready tonight! I just have to pack my books . . .”

“There are plenty of books in Syorien, Ellisia.” Caeleb laughed.

She shook her head, an arch smile across her face. “You wouldn’t understand. I certainly need to bring my favorites. There’s something about a particular book you’ve read over and over. There’s simply no other copy that will do.”

“Can’t argue with that one.” Caeleb stood. “Now where is Carita, anyway, that we’ve been left to ourselves so long?”

“She and the baby are over visiting Mrs. Jaelrven and her little flock. I suspect they’ll be at it a long while yet.”

“I suspect so.” Caeleb agreed. “In the meantime, want to play a game of Trux?”

“Most certainly,” Ellisia stated with alacrity. Skirts spinning, she headed for the cupboard and removed the game board and pieces. “If I can calm my mind that long. Are you sure I shouldn’t start packing right now?”

“And leave my lonesome self to laze away on one of the sole four days of the only vacation I’ve had in months? Yes, Ellisia. Go pack. I’ll manage.” He pulled a despondent face, and wooden pieces slipped from Ellisia’s hand as she doubled over in laughter.

“No, Caeleb. Trux it is. You are stuck with it now.”

After an intense game—in which Ellisia came off the winner amid much back and forth bantering—Caeleb excused himself. Laughing goodbyes were exchanged, then he touched his hat and moved out of the doorway, waving.

She waved back, unable to wipe the smile off her face.

She was going to Academy!

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Great Tidings We Bring

Merry Christmas!

Today we are rejoicing in the birth of our Lord and Savior, Jesus Christ: our Redeemer, our Life, our Friend, our Advocate, and so much more.

We’ve examined each of the fruits of the Spirit in light of the birth of Christ. We’ve seen how love, joy, peace, patience, kindness, goodness, faithfulness, gentleness, and self-control are worked in our lives through God’s act of sending His Son to earth.

Now how do we sum it all up?

I can think of no better way than in the words of the angel – the messenger from Almighty God Himself.

And the angel said unto them, Fear not: for, behold, I bring you good tidings of great joy, which shall be to all people. For unto you is born this day in the city of David a Saviour, which is Christ the Lord. ~ Luke 2:10-11

Good tidings of great joy! The Savior is born!

And with His birth comes every good fruit of the Spirit into our lives.

That’s the gospel. That’s not only good news; that’s great news.

As Mary, may we keep all the elements of this news and meditate upon it in our hearts.

Yet that’s not all. It’s news we can hardly keep entirely to ourselves.

As the angels and as the shepherds, may we preach the gospel to every creature.

And so, from our family to yours . . .

We wish you a merry Christmas.
We wish you a merry Christmas.
We wish you a merry Christmas,
And a happy new year!
Good tidings we bring to you and your kin.
Good tidings for Christmas and a happy New Year.

May you go forth in the great tidings of His birth and may you possess all the fullness of the fruit of the Spirit in your life this year and for eternity!

Merry Christmas! 

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Not-So-Silent Night

Christmas Eve . . . and we’ve reached the final fruit of the Spirit: self-control, or temperance as it’s sometimes rendered. Today’s Christmas carol is a famous one: Silent Night.

But is it a Silent Night? And should it be?

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Let’s Call It Gentleness

Tomorrow is Christmas Eve . . . and today we’re zooming in on the second-to-last fruit of the Spirit and how it relates to Christmas.

This fruit is one we sometimes wish we could skip over – or at least agree mentally but ignore it in our lives. Yet without this fruit, our Spirit-filled living falls short. The Lord our God is One, and as we live in His kingdom, His Spirit works all aspects of who He is in our lives.

This fruit is, in essence, humility. Sometimes it’s rendered meekness, sometimes gentleness.

Yet gentleness in today’s culture has a very different meaning than either of the other two words. Gentleness implies more to do with the way we treat others – more like kindness mixed with a lot of tenderness and care. Meekness and humility, on the other hand, both center more upon our view of ourselves and acting in accordance with that view. Yes, they go hand in hand; if you’re humble, you’ll be gentle – but there’s more to it than just that.

In a way, calling it “gentleness” only tones down the “ouch”-factor of this fruit by making it more palatable to our flesh and our pride.

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Mirrored Faith

Today’s fruit of the Spirit is faith – sometimes rendered as faithfulness. Faith and faithfulness are both essential parts of the birth we celebrate at Christmas time.

Where is the faithfulness of God to mankind shown more clearly than at the manger? Faithfulness is a covenant term. It’s a declaration of steadfastness, reliability, trustworthiness. It’s a statement that the terms of covenant will be kept – that the covenant partner will be 100%, unquestioningly loyal to the other, that the partner will always be there.

Through sending His Son as the Mediator, that’s exactly what God was revealed to be. Through providing the one way for restored oneness with God (in spite of our unfaithfulness to the covenant and constant breaking of its terms), He sacrificed Himself to bring us to intimacy with Him.

O Come, O Come Emmanuel is a reflection upon His covenant and His faithfulness:

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Every Night Holy

Goodness! Where does one start with this fruit of the Spirit? Perhaps the words of Jesus Christ our Savior Himself are best to begin with: “There is none good but God.” 

With this, we see immediately that we have no hope whatsoever of attaining this on our own. What goodness we may possess is still only “filthy rags” in the sight of God.

Perhaps we can best describe His goodness by meditating upon His holiness . . . the holiness that He allows us to fully share through the life of His Son.

And what better carol to assist us in our meditations than O Holy Night.

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The Song of a Song

Did you ever stop to ponder that there’s an entire Christmas carol about a song? It’s a song sung by angels, heard by the world, caught into the hearts of mankind, and reflected by responsive hearts. This song is the entire theme of the Christmas season – for Scripture declares that the Baby whose birth we celebrate is our song!

This carol also perfectly encompasses the next fruit of the Spirit, which we’re examining on this seventh day of Christmas: kindness, or as some translations render it, gentleness. This kindness is the goodwill of God towards us channeled through us to others. It’s the message the angels brought: “goodwill toward men.” And where was this goodwill, this kindness, more perfectly demonstrated than through the birth of our Savior.

Today, let’s look a little deeper at what happened with that angel’s song, as told by It Came Upon a Midnight Clear. Examining the words of this carol provides valuable insight into a bit more of what we celebrate each December:

It came upon a midnight clear – that glorious song of old
From angels bending near the earth to touch their harps of gold:
“Peace on the earth, good will to men from heav’n’s all-gracious King.”
The world in solemn stillness lay to hear the angels sing.

The first verse introduces us to the song: “It came upon the midnight clear” sets the stage by describing the circumstances and setting for what follows. It is almost the equivalent of a story beginning, “It was a dark and stormy night…” However, this is a “midnight clear” – clear in memory, clear in its purpose, clear in its effect upon the hearts of men for centuries afterwards. There is no mistaking the words and source of this song!

What came? “That glorious song of old!” It was the song of Moses and of the Lamb, the song angels have sung around the throne since the beginning of time, the song the morning stars and sons of God sang the day the earth was formed, the song believers shall sing for endless ages of eternity – Yahweh is our song! This song has no beginning and no end; it grows evermore beautiful as years go by.

In this instance, the song came “from angels bending near the earth to touch their harps of gold.” Angels are merely messengers – ambassadors from God to mankind; and as such, the angels were singing the song of God Himself. Perhaps the harps may represent the hearts of men, silent to this point, until the angels set them ringing.

Furthermore, the song that they sung was heard by shepherds, recorded by disciples, and is today read by millions: “Peace on the earth, goodwill to men from heaven’s all gracious King!” Before the stunning beauty of the angels’ song, the world was silenced, touched by a solemn hush in the presence of the holy song from angels’ lips.

Have we spent time today hushed as the powerful song of Almighty God sings itself to us? Are we too rushed within our busy days to savor the stillness of listening to the angels’ song? Are we taking time to simply lay in solemn stillness, doing nothing but listening?

Sadly, few do:

Yet with the woes of sin and strife the world has suffered long;
Beneath the angel strain have rolled two thousand years of wrong,
And man, at war with man, hears not the love song which they bring:
O hush the noise, ye men of strife, and hear the angels sing!

The Song is not without opposition. Sadly, the powerful forces of sin, strife, and wrong labor their hardest to drown out the song. Instead of resting bathed in Song, the whole creation groans and travails until now, waiting for the adoption and redemption of the body.

Unfortunately, too many men and women have been completely deafened to the love song of Father that the angels bring to earth. Their ears are closed and they cannot hear. Only through the quickening and loosening work of Jesus Christ can their ears be opened to hear the Song. During His life on earth, He proved repeatedly that He is able to unstop the ears of the deaf.

This is not only for unbelievers; we are dependent upon His listening power every moment of the day. Each moment that we receive that grace and power from Him, we are enabled to hear His song. Are we receiving that hearing power from Him?

All ye, beneath life’s crushing load, whose forms are bending low,
Who toil along the climbing way with painful steps and slow,
Look now! for glad and golden hours come swiftly on the wing:
O rest beside the weary road, and hear the angels sing.

Is this a fitting description of your life? All of us, at some time or another, are bent low beneath life’s crushing load, toiling along the climbing way which is appointed for us. Each one of us is, at times, nearly overwhelmed by the necessary things of life – not to mention the burdens we place upon ourselves of those things in life that are not necessary. If you have ever for one second in your life felt this way, this message is for you! Jesus calls, “Come unto Me, all ye that labor and are heavy laden, and I will give you rest!”

What is the call? It is to look! “Look now!” “Look unto Me, and be ye saved!” It echoes the example in the wilderness of the brass serpent on the pole, which, if anyone looked at, he would live and not die. Those who looked received immediate rest and relief.

“Look now!” Why continue to suffer in weariness when you can receive the ability to hear His Song this moment? Look now! “Glad and golden hours come swiftly on the wing.” What are these glad and golden hours? The glad, golden hours are the hours of “resting beside the weary road and hearing the angels sing.” It is a choice: continue to toil on your own way, burdened by your own life and pained by cared, or else simply look and rest beside the weary road.

This is a beautiful picture of the strait path to which Christ calls us. The strait way is actually “resting beside the weary road and hearing the angels sing.” The broad way is continuing to toil painfully through our own way. Because human nature likes to “do” rather than to “be,” many there be which go in at the broad way. Relatively few choose to take the narrow way of surrendering all to Him in rest.

This is exactly what Mary did. While Martha was cumbered with many things and busy and troubled with much serving, Mary chose to rest and listen to the Song. Jesus commended her, saying that she had chosen the one thing needful. Martha, on the other hand, chose to continue carrying her burdens on the weary road – which led to frustration, condemnation, feelings of injustice, and a rebuke from Jesus.

Because we are so busy, distracted, and pained by toiling along with our own burdens, we cannot hear the love song from Father brought to us by the angels. When we choose to rest beside the road, our ears can hear the song – and the Song grants us the strength and grace we need both to keep resting and to live life. Which do you choose?

Why should we choose to rest and listen? It is because “the days are hastening on” – the days which prophets spoke of. These are the days spoken of in Peter: “Of which salvation the prophets have enquired and searched diligently, who prophesied of the grace that should come unto you: Searching what, or what manner of time the Spirit of Christ which was in them did signify, when it testified beforehand the sufferings of Christ, and the glory that should follow.” (I Peter 1:10-11). The days that the prophets foretold – the days that were, at this point, hastening on – are the days of the kingdom of God! That is what the Song is about!

The carol goes on to describe these days:

For lo! the days are hast’ning on, by prophet bards foretold,
When with the ever-circling years comes round the age of gold
When peace shall over all the earth its ancient splendors fling,
And the whole world give back the song which now the angels sing!

The kingdom of God is peace – peace resting in the Holy Spirit! When we “rest beside the weary road” and listen to the Song, allowing it to pervade and control our lives, we live within that peace. The kingdom has come in our lives.

However, the song does not stop with the angels! When we choose to stop and rest and listen to this powerful, life-giving, beautiful, perfect, loving Song, the Song echoes itself in our hearts! Now, because the kingdom of God is present in our lives, we give back the song the angels first sang!

We become (take on the identity of) messengers of God – messengers of the covenant and the life.

The Song brings extraordinary results in our lives, allowing us to live in God’s love, peace, rest, and kingdom. It replaces our cares with His care for us. However, it is not just for us. Even though we are to rest beside the weary road and soak in the fullness and beauty of the Song, we are not to keep it for ourselves. God designed us to repeat the Song to those around us. He desires everyone to enter into the fullness of the rest in His Song – and for some, that will only happen as we repeat the Song.

The sin, strife, and care of this world blind men to the song when the angels sing it – but perhaps they may hear the song as we sing it. The question, then, for us is – are we faithful to sing it?

The heart of this song is first to rest – first to rest and listen, then to sing to others. It does not matter if you do not think that others can hear it – sing anyway! Sing for pure joy of the Song in your life. Sing for Him. He is the focus – and He will echo and re-echo the song as He chooses.

That is the message of Christmas time – the message of the song. Rest – and sing – for Him!

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And suddenly there was with the angel a multitude of the heavenly host praising God, and saying, Glory to God in the highest, and on earth peace, good will toward men. ~ Luke 2:13-14

Ye shall have a song, as in the night when a holy solemnity is kept; and gladness of heart, as when one goeth with a pipe to come into the mountain of the LORD, to the mighty One of Israel. And the LORD shall cause his glorious voice to be heard, and shall shew the lighting down of his arm, with the indignation of his anger, and with the flame of a devouring fire, with scattering, and tempest, and hailstones. ~ Isaiah 30:29-30

And I looked, and, lo, a Lamb stood on the mount Sion, and with him an hundred forty and four thousand, having his Father’s name written in their foreheads.  And I heard a voice from heaven, as the voice of many waters, and as the voice of a great thunder: and I heard the voice of harpers harping with their harps: And they sung as it were a new song before the throne, and before the four beasts, and the elders: and no man could learn that song but the hundred and forty and four thousand, which were redeemed from the earth. ~ Revelation 14:1-3

His song shall be with me. ~ Psalm 42:8

Everyday Christmas

‘Tis the sixth day of Christmas in our countdown to Christmas Day, and today’s Christmas carol goes hand-in-hand with patience, or longsuffering as it’s sometimes translated. The word indicates forbearance, fortitude, perseverance, endurance.

O little town of Bethlehem, how still we see thee lie!
Above thy deep and dreamless sleep the silent stars go by.
Yet in thy dark streets shineth the everlasting light;
The hopes and fears of all the years are met in thee tonight.

Christmas on earth – how quiet is the scene that is set! For hundreds of years, the world has groaned and travailed for some Redeemer to loose it from the sin that runs rampant throughout its lands and borders. All elements are here: the patience, the endurance, the fortitude, the long-suffering.

So often we want to escape that suffering – or at least shorten it. “If I must suffer, hurry up and get it over with.” Yet it is through the perseverance in the trials God allows that works in us complete dependence upon Jesus Christ. It’s how we enter into the fellowship of His sufferings.

In the midst of whatever difficulty you are facing just now, look to the Everlasting Light that beams even in the darkest places.

For Christ is born of Mary and, gathered all above
While mortals sleep, the angels keep their watch of wond’ring love.
O morning stars, together proclaim the holy birth,
And praises sing to God the King, and peace to men on earth.

While the first verse gives the perspective of Bethlehem itself, verse two speaks of the view from heavenly places. Wondering love! Careful watch! Proclamations of joy! Songs of praises! Declarations of peace! Think how the angels themselves must have anticipated this moment.

How silently, how silently the wondrous gift is giv’n!
So God imparts to human hearts the blessings of His heav’n.
No ear may hear His coming, but in this world of sin,
Where meek souls will receive Him still the dear Christ enters in.

Again perseverance and patience play out here. We desire immediate change. We want the saving event revealed and fully embraced at once. We want the fullness of the vision of glory right away – yet “how silently” God works! As Jesus declared, “The kingdom of God cometh not with observation: Neither shall they say, Lo here! or, lo there! for, behold, the kingdom of God is within you.” (Luke 17:20-21).

Rest, dear child, and embrace the silence and secrecy of the kingdom of God.

Where children pure and happy pray to the blessed Child,
Where misery cries out to Thee, Son of the mother mild;
Where Charity stands watching and Faith holds wide the door,
The dark night wakes, the glory breaks, and Christmas comes once more.

All this isn’t just for Christmas Eve. It’s here. It’s now. True Christmas is the entering in of Christ into our hearts and lives every day. Where Charity stands watching – where Faith holds wide the door, darkness cannot stand in the glorious light of the gospel! That’s when the Spirit of Christmas – the Holy Spirit sent by Jesus Christ, born as a baby, grown into a man, and ascended into heaven – reveals itself in everyday life.

All the “good feelings” and “warm wishes” of the season may be nice, but ultimately they will fade if initiated by the will of humans. Even though that may feel like “the Christmas spirit,” in reality it is only a cheap, flesh-made counterfeit – a paltry imitation of the true Spirit sent to us, the true Spirit that desires to live itself within us every moment. Why be content with an imitation penny when the infinite riches of the Kingdom are at your disposal!?

This Christmas – today – embrace the Spirit of God, the Spirit whose fruit is love, joy, peace, patience, and more we will yet explore. Let that Charity of Christ watch over your life; let the Faith of the Son of God live itself through you, and you’ll be surprised to discover just how much richer Christmas can be.

The final verse of this carol is our prayerful response to Him:

O holy Child of Bethlehem, descend to us, we pray;
Cast out our sin, and enter in; be born in us today.
We hear the Christmas angels the great glad tidings tell;
O come to us, abide with us, our Lord Emmanuel!

Be born in us today! Amen! May it be – abide with us this day, Emmanuel, that the fruit of the Christmas Spirit may abundantly crowd our lives every moment of every day, and every morning as we awake and find ourselves still with Him, we can truly say that Christmas comes once more.

 

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