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Forever With the Lord! (Now!)

At Home in Heaven

For Ever With the Lord

James Montgomery (1771–1854)

Tune: This is My Father’s World

Tempo: Fast, upbeat, joyful

“For ever with the Lord!”
—Amen; so let it be;
Life from the dead is in that word,
’Tis immortality.

Here in the body pent,
Absent from Him I roam;
Yet nightly pitch my moving tent
A day’s march nearer home.

My Father’s house on high,
Home of my soul, how near,
At times, to faith’s foreseeing eye,
Thy golden gates appear!

Ah! then my spirit faints
To reach the land I love,
The bright inheritance of saints,
Jerusalem above.

Yet clouds will intervene,
And all my prospect flies;
Like Noah’s dove, I flit between
Rough seas and stormy skies.

Anon the clouds dispart,
The winds and waters cease,
While sweetly o’er my gladden’d heart
Expands the bow of peace.

Beneath its glowing arch,
Along the hallow’d ground,
I see cherubic armies march,
A camp of fire around.

I hear at morn and even,
At noon and midnight hour,
The choral harmonies of heaven
Earth’s Babel-tongues o’erpower.

Then, then I feel that He,
(Remember’d or forgot,)
The Lord, is never far from me,
Though I perceive Him not.

 

 

Part II

In darkness as in light
Hidden alike from view,
I sleep, I wake within His sight
Who looks all nature through.

From the dim hour of birth,
Through every changing state
Of mortal pilgrimage on earth,
Till its appointed date;

All that I am, have been,
All that I yet may be,
He sees at once, as He hath seen
And shall for ever see.

How can I meet His eyes?
Mine on the cross I cast,
And own my life a Saviour’s prize,
Mercy from first to last.

“For ever with the Lord!”
—Father, if ’tis Thy will,
The promise of that faithful word,
Even here to me fulfil.

Be Thou at my right hand,
Then can I never fail;
Uphold Thou me, and I shall stand,
Fight, and I must prevail.

So when my latest breath
Shall rend the veil in twain,
By death I shall escape from death,
And life eternal gain.

Knowing as I am known,
How shall I love that word,
And oft repeat before the throne,
“For ever with the Lord!”

Then, though the soul enjoy
Communion high and sweet,
While worms this body must destroy,
Both shall in glory meet.

The trump of final doom
Will speak the self-same word,
And Heaven’s voice thunder through the tomb,
“For ever with the Lord!”

The tomb shall echo deep
That death-awakening sound;
The saints shall hear it in their sleep
And answer from the ground.

Then, upward as they fly,
That resurrection-word
Shall be their shout of victory,
“For ever with the Lord!”

The resurrection-word,
That shout of victory,
Once more,—“For ever with the Lord!”
Amen; so let it be.

 

 

 

 

 

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Promising Prayer (or, Don’t Buy My Books Today)

Promise’s Prayer has been published for two years! This calls for a celebration, so as a gift to you this week, I’ve reduced to the ebook price to less than a dollar in case you’ve been interested in checking it out.

But I have something to share on the theme of Promise’s Prayer that’s far more important. If you can only help me on my writing journey in one way, don’t buy my books, review them, or even share them with others. Do this instead.

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Introducing . . . Restful Readers!

This month I’ve been participating in #WIPJoy, a social media event where I post daily about my Work In Progress, responding to a specific prompt. I’ve been posting about Victory’s Voice, Book 2 in Truth from Taerna.

Yesterday’s prompt was quite difficult for me.

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It isn’t that I don’t have supportive family. It isn’t that I don’t have awesome online writing friends and blog followers. I do. I could shout out to all of you. You truly add something to my life as an author. Some of you in particular have been extremely encouraging and supportive for various writing projects I’ve done as well as in my spiritual life. Thank you! I thank God for you.

It’s just that upon careful pondering, there really wasn’t anyone in particular who stood out as a reason I keep writing Victory’s Voice specifically.

Victory’s Voice is a unique book. It wasn’t supposed to be at all. After starting and scrapping at least four or five different plots and sets of characters, the entire month was a struggle just to get words on the page. Plot problems abounded. Since then, it’s been a mess of editing, re-classifying (it’s no longer fantasy, and none of my books will be fantasy, but that’s a post for another time), re-editing, and now re-plotting and rewriting. Plot elements don’t want to fall into place. The ending is elusive. It’s been three and a half years of hauling this wagon uphill by hand.

So . . . what does keep me going?

  1. Wanting to publish future books in the series. Specifically, Sustainer’s Smile (Book 4), though Memory’s Mind (5) is also high on the list. I can’t wait to get Sustainer’s Smile out into the world, but first comes Victory’s Voice.
  2. The importance of the message. The power of spoken words isn’t widely addressed in this culture, and it deserves to be known.
  3. Most importantly, God. I believe this is a book He’s called me to write, and I will not let the enemy win.

That said, it’s still an uphill road.

A road that would be easier with a team to keep cheering me on. A team who loves my books. A team who periodically reminds me why I do this crazy thing called writing.

God created community, and God created fellowship.

And that’s what inspired me to finally take the plunge and create Restful Readers.

(Never mind that I intended to do so two years ago but was afraid no one would be interested. I’m still a bit afraid of that, to be honest, but I’m doing it anyway.)

Introducing . . .

Restful Readers!

My brand new author street team! I’m excited about this and can’t wait to connect there. There are several options for joining; you can join one or all! We’re headquartered in a closed Facebook group, we’ll chat in a private Google Hangouts group, and there’s an email list – plus I’ll add a Goodreads group if there’s enough reader interest.

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Restful Readers Is For You If:

You’ve enjoyed a book of mine and are willing to spread the word!

(Bonus if you’re looking forward to more books from me!)

What Restful Readers Get:

  • First Access to:
    • Short stories, tie-in Taerna stories, devotionals, and more!
    • ARCs (Advance Reader Copies – reading my books pre-publication)
    • Beta reading
    • Big news: titles, covers, ideas, and secret projects
    • Sneak peeks! Excerpts and perhaps even whole chapters
    • Sales, discounts, and free books
  • Bonus content: behind-the-scenes information, day-to-day glimpses of my writing process, freebies, and more
  • Exclusive contests
  • The opportunity to influence book content: vote on a poll, suggest a character name, and more!
  • Your name in print: shout-out in the acknowledgements section of my books (with your permission)
  • Your blog/social media supported and promoted on my channels (as you wish)
  • Fun, relaxing bookish chat!

What To Expect:

Periodically I’ll post “missions” for you to complete. I’ll let you know exactly what to do and what to expect, and I’ll make it as easy as possible for you to complete. I am motivated as an author by reader feedback. Supportive readers can push me through a few thousand more words!

I need both ongoing support and event support; that is, support leading up to and during a book release as well as ongoing support.

You can support my books any way you prefer, but here’s a few ideas to get you started. You’re free to do any of them at any time, and I’ll also periodically pick specific ones to highlight and simplify for you if you prefer to just follow along with me.

  • TALK TO ME. Ask me when the next book is coming out, say what you’re looking forward to, ask for writing updates, or just talk about my books in general. This motivates me to keep writing!
  • Leave reviews. Amazon. Goodreads. Your blog. Anywhere and everywhere. Extremely important for an indie author.
  • Sign up for my newsletter at restinglife.com
  • Word-of-mouth. This is the best way to help me get my books out there!
  • Like, comment on, and share my social media posts to help them reach more people.
  • Request that your library carry my book.
  • Beta read, or sign up for a blog tour or cover reveal.
  • Gift my books for Christmas, birthdays, or other occasions (buy directly from me).
  • Share your reviews. Tell other people why you liked my book.
  • Share others’ reviews or posts about my book.
  • Random shout-outs. Fangirl or fanboy over my books over the internet. Instagram my books.
  • Host me for an interview or guest post on your blog.
  • If you really love my books, get extra creative: post fan art, write fan fiction, make a YouTube review, have a Taerna-themed party, pester your bookstore to carry my books, read my book for a book club—the ideas are endless . . . basically make noise about the book!

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I’m excited to connect with those who have loved my work!

Your turn! Have you had a project as stubborn as Victory’s Voice? Do you have good support and fellowship? What makes you want to read Victory’s Voice? Will you be joining Restful Readers?

Memory’s Mind Chapter 1

PROLOGUE

“The king is dead.” 

The proclamation whispered through still corridors, echoed in dark alleys, lingered in the polished palace halls, and rolled through the courtyard from the unsmil­ing mouth of the palace messenger. 

“The king is dead—the king is dead.”

Mothers whispered it over babies’ cradles, partiers repeated it with a coarse laugh over tavern tables, a farmer gathering the early harvest muttered it to himself between each sweet potato he dug.

Other whispers followed, murmuring of the kingly succession now facing Taerna, questioning Co-King Daemien’s unexpected demise, and speculating who Chief King Thaerre might now choose to crown upon the two thrones in Syorien, now empty. With the whis­pers circulated dreams of power, rumors of change.

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It whispered to a pale princess just rising from her bed—whispered through the lips of Giana the maid, tiptoeing in bearing a heap of black garments.

The king is dead—your uncle, Princess.

The words echoed through Ruemyr’s head as the maid’s hands readied her to face the day. There would be mourning, there would be a proper week-long cere­mony, and there would be the intensified security detail to accompany the increased contact with the people. 

Two things she must remember: she’d use every opportunity to mingle with the common people, espe­cially on an official occasion such as this would be; and she must speak with her father, King Thaerre, as soon as she could.

Laws of Taerna. Perhaps Father would see things her way this time.

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“I would call the feast last night a decided success.” The dark, cascading topknot barely brushed the wall sconce as the silver overskirt pivoted.

A bare grunt emitted from the figure crouched on the divan.

“Even if your behavior left something to be desired,” Yulie continued, lifting her hand to pat a stray curl in place. “You’re quite old enough now to speak up, to partici­pate in the chatter of the court, to play the part of your position as king’s grandson. I don’t know why you should require so much prodding at your age.”

The man in the corner shifted, scraping the divan against the floor with a rough screech that sent a shiver down her arm. “Perhaps, Mother”—the words were clear now, though the tone was still lazy and soft—“the position you speak of isn’t one worth pretending to assume. Yes, yes, grandson of the co-king and all that, but what does that mean? Nothing, in the course of court life.”

“Oh, but you know so well what I’ve always told you. The part is what you make of it. Last night was a perfectly appropriate opportunity to demonstrate to the court at large that talent and sense are not lacking in the inner palace circle. You did well enough, but what you’d do without me and my promptings, I’m sure I don’t know. I do credit you, though, for tempering your after-dinner beverages; most of those young fops were sopping fools long before the entertainment began. That’s some sense there.”

No answer came from the corner, and Yulie lifted a thick volume from a side table. Thumbing through the pages, she perused several before another word was spoken. “You are planning to attend the kings’ dedication of the new renovations to the Palace Showhall tomor­row.” She glanced over at her son, still lounging. 

“Certainly, if you wish it.” An indifferent shrug ac­com­panied Watt’s reply. 

Yulie’s lips quirked in an imitation of a smile before the ghost of a tired sigh escaped her. “Where is breakfast? Why are the servants so slow this morning? One late-night feast does not excuse this late morning hour.”

In answer, Watt jabbed his finger towards the open door, where a figure approached down the long hall.

Yet as the servant advanced, the empty hands be­to­kened no imminent breakfast. “What is it?” Yulie spoke up. “Why is breakfast so belated?”

The man bowed, his tones grave as he spoke. “My Lady Princess, I bear ill news.”

Yulie’s hand tightened under her book, but her voice betrayed no agitation. “Say on.”

“The co-king, your father, was found unresponsive in his bedchamber. The palace physician was summoned immediately but could do nothing.” He paused.

Watt started up from his seat, but Yulie, casting a glance at him, merely nodded, her lips pressed tightly together. “And so?”

“I regret to report his death, my Lady Princess.”

Her eyes fell shut; her breath came shortly, and she deliberately steadied it. She glanced again at Watt, standing before her, frozen in place and staring at the servant. It had happened, then. She must plan her next move carefully. King Thaerre would be attending to the succession. 

“He was in excellent health last night.” The words didn’t sound like hers. She cringed.

The servant nodded. “Quite sudden, indeed. I await your pleasure.”

“Send my maid with proper attire and bring the same for Watt. Watt, come with me, and do behave as befits a royal for once in your life. We must speak with King Thaerre immediately.”

Watt shook himself to alertness. “But—about Grandfather?”

Yulie was already back before the mirror, patting her immaculate updo into place. “We honor your grandfather best this way. Trust me on that. We have no time. Oh, and Horaas? Send our morning meal to the king’s chambers.”

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“King Daemien died last night, you know.” The deep-toned voice spoke casually as two middle-aged men wove through the gaudy buildings of Syorien’s Palace District.

His dark-eyed companion nearly halted. “No.”

“Yes! It’s all over the square and the center, not to mention the halls. The messenger read the proclamation this morning. It’s a wonder you hadn’t heard, Cordan-my-man.”

“My uncle was poorly this morning, and I didn’t get out.” The words were clipped. “But—dead!” He drew up, angling his steps directly towards the palace. “King Thaerre will require my presence immediately.”

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Deep in Syorien’s Lower District, a black-bearded laborer heaved his massive axe to thump against yet another log. As the wood fell cleft in two, the man swung around to the next. A young woman, dressed in palace garb, blocked his way. 

The axe dropped. “Anitha, what is it?”

The fair head dipped slightly. “Father…King Daemien is dead.”

“The king is dead.” It was a wooden whisper. The logs wobbled and blurred before his eyes, but only for a moment. He fastened his gaze on his daughter, and this time the words spat through gritted teeth. “The king is dead. You know what that means…”

Her chin levelled, and her eyes met his squarely. “King Thaerre chooses the heir. In six days.”

“No.” Daevan stifled for the ten thousandth time the deep-rooted anger welling up. “No. Not Thaerre. It shall not be.” Regrasping the axe, he turned once more, a nameless hatred burning within. “The KING is DEAD.”

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Part One

Keep & Keeper

Ten Years Earlier

Chapter One

Birch leaves glinted in the sunlight, continuously quivering in a gentle breeze as Kelton’s boots strode down the path with a steady wisp, wisp. An acorn rolled, spurred by his feet, into the woods and down the slope to the grasses beyond. Birds twittered, chirped, and zipped from tree to tree. 

The wind ruffled Kelton’s hair, and he lifted his face and smiled. What a glorious time of year. The weather was perfect for woodsy walks, the sunlight reflected brightly, and the word of Adon Olam came strongly to mind. Some days, it seemed impossible to focus, but some­how, today…

He shook himself mentally. Here he was getting distracted by thinking about how well he was doing at not being distracted. 

“‘No man can serve two masters,’” he muttered—not too loudly but still audibly. “‘No man can serve two masters: for either he will hate the one, and love the other; or else he will hold to the one, and despise the other.’”

Several times he repeated it, pondering its meaning. Since he’d first heard this passage as a small child, he’d had questions. Why did it refer to hating and loving as well as holding to and despising? Wasn’t it just two different ways of saying the same thing?

Reaching the creek, he crouched at its bank and watched the slim stream sliding by. Someday perhaps he’d understand that verse. For now, he’d keep musing.

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A sharp finger tapped Kelton’s shoulder as he filed into the brightly lit hall of Frydael Center. “Lucian.” Kelton barely turned his head, acknowledging his friend’s presence.                                                                                                                  

“Here to hear the preacher, are you?” Lucian swung himself around to face Kelton. “Should be interesting. I hope it is. I hear he’s from Doekh.”

“Doekh! I thought they didn’t know Adon Olam.” Kelton unfastened his cloak, swinging it over the arm with which he held his copy of the Word. 

“’Twould be an interesting preacher who didn’t know Adon Olam,” Lucian returned, falling in step with Kelton. “In that case, he’d be billed as a regular speaker, not a preacher. Anyway, this is the biggest event in town tonight. So exciting. You think I’ll get to speak with you-know-who after the meeting?”

“I don’t know.” Kelton kept his thoughts to himself. He was one of the only young men of his age in Frydael who didn’t have at least a prospective female he’d set his sights on. But he felt far too busy as well as far too young for such a thing. Not even twenty yet. Lucian, on the other hand… Kelton well knew who he meant, and he wasn’t sure about that relationship. Not only was Lucian even younger, but Kelton sensed the pull that drew his friend’s time and interest away. 

“I’m going to try. Fun to meet together for these special events. I’ll never complain. Especially since this is the sort of thing my family thrives on. No ‘Lucian, where’ve you been all evening?’ tonight.”

Kelton nodded. “Well, where have you been?” 

“Just about town, of course.” The words were light.

Kelton slid into a chair on the end of the third row, mentally tallying his distance from the front. This would do. 

Lucian sidled in past him and filled the next seat. “Not in the taverns, if that’s what you’re asking. Nothing for my folks to be worried about. I’m not that kind of man.”

“Sometimes I wonder what kind of man you are, Luc.” Kelton opened the Book, flipped unseeingly through the pages, then scanned the rows of chairs, slowly filling. “Seem to be a little of this and a little of that. Up for everything.”

“Much is worth pursuing.” Now the tones were jovial. “Much better than wasting away in idleness like so many. Frittering away their time. And on what? A show, a drink, a game, a short pleasure. Idleness. The workshop of the enemy, as the saying goes.” 

“Indeed.” Kelton relapsed into thoughtfulness. 

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“What you think about is what you are. Dying to our own thoughts—what we want to think about—and living to what we need to think about—that’s life.” The preacher’s words echoed throughout the hall chamber. “Your next thought could be the seed that corrupts your entire life, or it could corrupt someone else’s life. ‘Keep your heart with all diligence, for out of it are the issues of life.’”

Silence stretched over the audience, and the words sank into Kelton’s soul. Thinking was a favorite pastime, but never had he seen the power of his own thoughts in this light. Such fervor and passion—when was the last time he’d heard the Word of Adon Olam spoken in such a way? Alive. Real. The preacher’s eyes penetrated him with the kindest and tenderest gaze he’d ever witnessed. 

He needed to speak to the preacher. 

A prayer followed the message, a prayer that sounded like the preacher had entirely forgotten his audience and spoke to Adon Olam alone, so quietly, so sincerely, so humbly. A low “Even so” sounded, and Kelton’s heart echoed it even as his lips quivered at the mere wisp of a thought of speaking the syllables aloud. 

The congregation rose. Lucian disappeared—prob­ably to find Ryana. Murmurs of conversation surrounded Kelton, and the back of his neck tightened involuntarily. He slipped out of his seat and to the wall, his eyes follow­ing the preacher as he steadily glided through a crowd, purposefully yet unhurriedly sliding smoothly on a line for the door. Unobtrusively, Kelton inched along the wall towards the door, timing his approach to coincide with the preacher’s. 

He had to swallow twice before the words came, but he was determined. “Good evening.” 

“Oh, good evening, my dear young man. What can I do for you?” The preacher stopped, extending his hand. 

Kelton grasped it automatically, his mind spinning. “I—appreciated your talk very much,” he stammered. “I’d never realized the importance of our thoughts before. Thank you for sharing Adon Olam’s Word.” 

“Oh, glory be to Him.” A smile lit the preacher’s face, and Kelton’s hand was sandwiched between the preacher’s two large ones. “You know, son, your mind is the mouth of your heart. What your mind eats, your heart digests, and that fuels your entire life. Take every thought captive, He says.”

“Yes.” Kelton withdrew his hand, the passion in his soul quelling his nerves. “I’ve—I’ve had so many selfish and worldly thoughts in my life. No wonder it’s difficult to be still and know Adon Olam!”

“And it’s such a terrible tragedy that this world over­runs with distractions of every form to draw your mind away from the simplicity that is in Yeshua.” The preach­er’s face was sober, but his eyes twinkled.

“I wish I could get away from some of it.” Kelton’s sigh emerged from the depths of his heart. He tried. Even his nature preferred it. But the struggle was constant. He stepped backwards as two conversing women disappeared out the door, brushing his elbow in their nearness.

“Have you met the hermit on the hill?” The preacher leaned towards Kelton. “It was he from whom I first heard many of these truths of Adon Olam. It was he who encouraged my discipline in His Word.”

“No—where is he?”

“Outside Frydael to the west, up the road leading out of the town. A trail winds around the lake from the main road and up a hilltop. The hermit’s house is a little brown cottage. Follow that trail and you’re sure to come to it, if you persist. It is a bit hidden, but it’s there.” 

“Is he welcoming of visitors?” Kelton asked doubt­fully. He wasn’t about to burst in upon any hermit only to receive the scare of his life.

“Oh, yes, he will welcome you. Tell him why you’ve come. He’ll be more than happy to see you.”

“Yet he has chosen a life of solitude…” Kelton glanced over his shoulder nervously. Father approaching with Kethin and Liliora; they’d want to leave shortly. 

“Not from any unwillingness for human company,” the preacher assured him, “but rather to avoid the very distractions we’ve been speaking of, and to more unwa­ver­ingly align his life with that of Yeshua inside of him—to devote himself to the Word.”

“Indeed.” 

Father had joined them now, and, with a nod and smile to the preacher, motioned for Kelton to follow. 

“Good night.” Kelton’s eyes sought the kind brown ones once more. “Thank you very much. May—may Adon Olam go with you and bless you.”

“Even so.” The preacher lowered his head, clasping his hands a moment in front of him. “Good evening to you, too, young man. I believe Adon Olam will work great and mighty things through your life. You are His soldier, son, and you’ve entered the battle. Go in Him and prosper through surrender.”

“By His aid, I shall.” A thrill coursed through Kelton as he turned to follow his family out the door. 

He’d have to find the hermit on the hill as soon as could be. Perhaps tomorrow.

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Victory’s Voice Chapter One Sneak Peek

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She was quite lost to her surroundings. A blur of images paraded before her mental vision, sprung from the slightly-yellowed page open on her lap. Curled in the corner chair, Ellisia let her imagination travel as rapidly as her eyes. Dukes and drama, intrigue and investigation, foiled plots and feisty populace—every word seized her fancy as her mind rapidly painted each scene in vivid pictures. Her only focus: what the next chapter might hold.

She stuck her thumb under the corner to begin the page turn. Wishing to reread a particularly mysterious sentence, she wavered between pages for a brief instant.

Rap, rap.

Ellisia started, raising her head to glance towards the front door. Judging by the insistent force of the knock, someone had been trying to gain her attention for some time. She sighed, stuck a crumpled bit of paper between the pages, closed the book, and went to the door. Evidently she wouldn’t be finishing her story tonight.

Fumbling with the rusty metal, she lifted the latch.

“Reading again.” The dark-haired girl on the step didn’t even bother with a question mark. “Of course.”

Ellisia sighed and grinned at the same time. “Of course,” she echoed. “Come in, Dresie.”

The neighbor girl slipped her slim form through the doorway and past Ellisia. “Carita’s not home?”

“Not just now. And she took the baby.”

“Ah, how convenient for me. I hoped we could chat a bit.” The dark eyes roved the sitting room before landing on the book Ellisia had been reading. “And I don’t suppose you’d like to slip outdoors any more than you usually would.”

“Not really.” Ellisia slipped back into the chair. “It’s just on the brink between ‘too warm’ and ‘too cold,’ and every insect in Taerna seems to have gathered in our yard.”

Dresie threw back her head, a gilded laugh emerging. “You didn’t used to mind the insects,” she reminded Ellisia. “Remember when we’d play outside for hours as children? With Dixaen? And remember how you’d out-garden both of us?” She paused as her eyes flitted across the bookshelf in the corner. “We used to write about such times in our story journal . . . you still have that, don’t you?”

Ellisia murmured assent. “I can’t tell you where it is though . . . I haven’t looked at that for an eternity.”

Dresie’s fingers moved quickly across the titles. “It used to be back in this corner.” She pulled out several volumes, then reached back for a thin, worn cover wrinkled behind them. “Here. Just see.”

The lids fell open, and crooked letters sprawled faintly across the pages. Ellisia scanned the page, all of a sudden transported back to that autumn afternoon.

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Nine Years Earlier

“Books? You’d better believe there are books, Ellisia. Why, whole roomfuls of books—you can’t even begin to imagine. Rooms bigger than your whole house. And shelves up to the ceiling.”

Dreamy wonder shone in her eyes as she gazed at Caeleb’s animated expression. A whole roomful of books at once! “Have you read them all?

A laugh rang out. “No, I haven’t. Even you couldn’t possibly read all those books in one lifetime. One of my favorite BookHalls is in Amadel Academy—we call it the Palace Academy.”

“What’s that?”

“It’s a school where students can learn about anything they want to—and get a certificate in that particular field.” Caeleb leaned back on his hands, his gaze trained on the sky for a moment before returning to Ellisia’s rapt expression. “They have a BookHall, though, and I enjoy going there because I can usually find a book more easily than at the Palace BookHall.”

“The Palace BookHall.” Ellisia’s words were an awed whisper.

“You’d love the Palace BookHall.” Caeleb plucked a blade of grass and tossed it at her. “You wouldn’t know what to do with yourself. Or rather, you’d have more to read than you’d know what to do with. You’d never leave. Shelves floor to ceiling. Three stories, at least. All filled with books. And, guess what?” He leaned forward conspiratorially.

“What?” She forced the whisper out, hardly able to breathe. Three stories of books! What next?

“They’re all lined up by color. Each topic is a different color. So when you walk in, it’s a stunning rainbow array of blues, greens, reds, oranges, yellows, purples, browns—floor to ceiling, mind you. And you’d tire yourself out before you reached the other side of the room.”

“Tire myself out . . .” The echo drifted into nothingness. “Caeleb, I’m visiting that BookHall someday.”

“I’m sure you will, princess.” Caeleb grinned before pushing to his feet. “Looks like Dresie and Dixaen are back again. Want to play Captured Bases again?”

“Of course!” She leaped up.

Several rousing rounds later, sunlight stretched the shadows into comically tall versions of their noontime selves, and Caeleb had disappeared inside to talk grownup business with Kaelan.

“We need to go back home now, Dixaen,” Dresie called, black braids flapping as she dashed around the yard scooping up the bases. “Grandfather said we must come when the sun touched the hilltops, and there it is now.”

“Get the ball, too, Dresie,” Ellisia returned. “Put it in the kitchen lean-to.” Taking a stick, she began erasing the lines they’d drawn in the dirt to mark the boundaries.

She’d reached the other edge of the yard when Dresie came flying back, panting heavily and braids flying. “I can’t open the lean-to. It must be locked.”

“Locked? No, it can’t be. We just got the things out of it earlier. And Carita never locks it while we’re still playing.” Ellisia followed her friend to the lean-to and took a deep breath as she tried the handle.

It wouldn’t budge.

“Can you go through the front door?” Ellisia asked.

Dresie disappeared, only to return a moment later. “That door’s locked, too.”

“What? No, it can’t be.” Ellisia breathed deeply once again as tightness welled up inside her. They couldn’t be locked out of the house. Carita would never do that.

Yet testing the door confirmed Dresie’s words, and Ellisia’s heart sank yet further. Knocking loudly produced no response, and Dixaen’s strength added to the girls’ efforts still failed to move the door handle.

“What will we do?” Dresie bit her lip, her face drooping. “You have to get in for the night.”

Ellisia thought rapidly. There was no other way in. One of these doors had to open. Where was Carita? Why didn’t she hear?

A text Carita had often sung to her shot into her mind. “Behold, I stand at the door and knock . . .” And there was that other song from Adon Olam’s Word: “Knock, and it shall be opened unto you.”

Adon Olam had said it. It must be true. Ellisia couldn’t open the door, and Carita wasn’t there, but Adon Olam was there always. Softly Ellisia sang the words, then louder and more boldly as she banged on the firmly-shut door. “Open!” she commanded the door. “Adon Olam says it shall be opened. So open, and let us in!”

Her right hand reached for the handle as her left hand continued to pound—and the door slipped open. “Thank you,” Ellisia said, stepping in.

Dresie brought the bases in and silently dropped them in the box where they belonged. “It opened,” she whispered. “It opened. It was locked.” She gazed around as if expecting to see Carita standing there somewhere.

Adon Olam opened it for us,” Ellisia said matter-of-factly. “Or He sent one of His angels to do it. I knew He would. He always does when I say it for Him. He knew we needed to get in.”

Dresie nodded, wide-eyed. “That must be it.”

~~~

Ellisia blinked at the words in the journal. Nine years ago, and she still remembered the relief when that door had opened. Carita had been busy upstairs and hadn’t even heard their knocking. And that conversation with Caeleb . . . she hadn’t penned much of it in the journal, but every word had been seared into her heart. She’d dreamed regularly of Academy and the BookHall since that day.

“Remember when you told the door to open?” Dresie’s voice cut into her musings. “It just did. I almost couldn’t believe it.” She flipped a page.

Ellisia shrugged. “I remember. And I wasn’t surprised. That wasn’t the first time something like that happened.”

“I know.” A note of seriousness laced Dresie’s tones now. “I remember a few other occasions later on. Ellisia, honestly, did it happen a lot?”

“Some. Not regularly, but I certainly noticed it. Just seemed like part of life to me.”

“And do you remember when Grandfather was ill, and you told his disease to go away? I thought you were being too optimistic and unrealistic.”

“And then you couldn’t believe it when he recovered.” Ellisia sank into the green-backed chair and clasped her thin white hands in her lap. “I expected that, too.”

“Ellisia, there has to be more to this.” The whisper was earnest. “You know my cousin just married a teacher from Doekh. Those Doekhans know so much more about things than we do here, and my cousin says some of them have studied the effect words have and why.”

Ellisia’s dark eyes caught Dresie’s black ones. “Oh? It’s a matter of study there?”

“I hear so.”

The clasped hands tightened. “Then I’m going to learn. And find out.”

“How?”

Ellisia shrugged. “I have no idea. But some way or another, I’ll find someone who knows. You have no clue what it’s like, Dresie. It’s true—I sometimes say something, and, good or bad, later I see it happening. I’ve tried not to dwell on it too much, but now that you say it, I do believe you’re right—it has to be more than mere coincidence. I guess I’ve thought it’s like praying—you know how Carita prays. She prays; things happen. But if there’s more to it, I’m finding out.”

“Be careful, though.” Dresie shut the journal and shoved it onto the shelf. “You don’t know what you’re dealing with. And I don’t know how much I trust most of those people from Doekh. You know most of them don’t follow Adon Olam.

Ellisia nodded. “I’ll be careful.”

~~~

Scarcely had Ellisia returned to her book after saying farewell to Dresie than a second knock sounded at the door. A sigh escaped her as she again rose to answer—no reading for her today. Was everyone in town out on social visits this afternoon? Her hand again sought the rusty latch.

Then she barreled forward, launching herself into the arms of the stocky man who stood outside. “Caeleb!” she exclaimed. “It’s so good to see you again! What are you doing here? How’s your grandfather? And your parents? What’s the news? How long can you stay?”

“Ellisia.” He returned the embrace with a broad grin. “Good to see you, too. You know, you’ve still grown since the last time I saw you.”

Cae-leb . . .” she scolded gently.

“Not really.” His grin melted into a teasing chuckle. “But truly, it’s good to be back. Syorien’s social expectations do get tiring.”

“I’m sure they do.” She pulled back through the open door. “Won’t you come in?”

Caeleb entered, swinging himself easily into the room and towards the chair that Ellisia had deserted. “Reading again, I see,” he commented.

“Am I ever not?”

“Sometimes I wonder.”

He picked up the green-covered novel. “Is it a good book?”

“One of the best I’ve read! Especially this year. Though I certainly haven’t had many new books this year.” She sighed, biting her lip as her eyes again ran across the pitifully small collection on the corner shelves.

“And why is that?”

She shrugged. “Not enough new books in town here, I guess. I’ve read them all. Either borrowed them from those who have them, or I own them myself.” She plucked the book from Caeleb’s hand, thumbing through it. “This one was one the storekeeper’s wife picked up from a travelling merchant a month or two ago and saved for me until I could buy it. I’d love to be able to read a few more.”

Caeleb eased onto the low divan and stretched his arms behind his neck. “Well, what would you say if I told you that I could give you a chance to do just that?”

The book clattered to the table as she whirled to survey him. “You can? You didn’t bring more books, by chance?” She eyed the bag at his side with a slight frown—it hung as though stuffed with food and clothing, not books.

“Better than that.” Reaching into his bag, he pulled out a piece of paper and handed it to Ellisia.

“What’s this?” She unfolded it.

“A listing of the certificates they’re offering at the Amadel Academy now,” Caeleb explained. “There’s one in particular that brought you to mind.”

She scanned the list quickly, her heart racing. She well knew that Amadel Academy—the “Palace Academy,” as it was commonly called—was open only to select scholars, and not penniless ones like she was. And it was so far from her home here in Frydael . . .

A title jumped out at her. “World Literature?” she exclaimed. “There’s such a thing?” Never in all her seventeen years had she heard of someone who was certified in literature.

Caeleb leaned back, his hands again resting behind his head. “It’s a new whim in Syorien. Don’t know who decided to offer it or why, but there it is.”

“Truly.” She was whispering now. A trembling excitement seized her, and her hand still holding the list shook. Grayness swirled about the edges of her vision, but the words WORLD LITERATURE stood emboldened with crystal clarity before her eyes.

“I know how much you love books, and I know how much you want to continue your education. You’ve done an excellent job teaching yourself all these years, and I’d love to see that continue.”

“But you know I can’t . . .” she began, still in a whisper. Oh, how she wanted this.

“I know Carita can’t afford to send you anywhere,” Caeleb went on, plucking the list out of Ellisia’s trembling fingers, “though I know she wants you to get all the learning you can. But I have a proposition.” He grinned as he tucked the list back into his bag and folded his hands around his raised knee. “How would you like to come to Syorien with me and go to Academy?”

Ellisia’s mind whirled. “With you? I couldn’t just . . .How?”

“It’s simple. You know that I’ve been back in Syorien with my grandparents for a while. My parents are in the country currently. We’ve been living next door to one of my sisters.” He paused. “And now for the news you asked for.”

“What news?”

“Family news, of course. What else would you want to know?” His eyes twinkled.

“About Academy.” The words tumbled out before she could think. She clasped her hands tightly, trying to be patient. Could she truly attend Academy? What did Caeleb have in mind?

Caeleb grinned. “All in time. Family news first.” His smile tantalized her. What about Academy? He went on, seemingly oblivious to her excitement. “My sister just had triplets. Healthy babies, all three of them. But she needs assistance, and for some reason she won’t trust the daytime care of them solely to me.” He sighed, rubbing his palm across his bag, his nose wrinkled at Ellisia. “So—would you come to live with Mae, help her with the babies, and go to Academy?”

Ellisia’s eyes widened. “I’d do anything to go to Academy. But what does she want me to do?”

“Mostly just the ordinary housework, I think,” he replied. “She’s been having a neighbor girl help her with the babies during the daytime, and she is adjusting to the care of them, but the other work could use a hand. I figure Carita’s given you plenty of practice.”

Ellisia wrinkled her nose. “Sure.” She’d never enjoyed housework as her sister had, but she’d accompanied Carita many times on missions of mercy to neighbors’ homes in Frydael. She knew how to work, anyhow. “I’d do that. And—do you think I would be qualified to enter for the World Literature line? What does it involve? Can I get certified in that?”

“I’m sure you can do it easily if you set your mind to it,” Caeleb encouraged her. “I’m not certain what it involves, but I assume it involves books in some form.”

“Of course.” Ellisia chuckled, nervous excitement bubbling over.

“And yes, you can get certified in that field. It’s a three-year program.”

“When does it begin?”

“Beginning of summer,” Caeleb answered. “That’s just two weeks away. Are you interested?” He grinned once more.

“Interested? Is that even a question?” Ellisia flew out of her seat and seized his hand, then released it and sat down again. “I’ll go. If Carita will let me. When are you returning to Syorien?”

“I hoped to make a week’s visit here . . .” He trailed off. When she didn’t answer, he went on. “But they won’t let me off that long. I’m leaving in five days. Can you be ready that quickly?”

“Can I? I could be ready tonight! I just have to pack my books . . .”

“There are plenty of books in Syorien, Ellisia.” Caeleb laughed.

She shook her head, an arch smile across her face. “You wouldn’t understand. I certainly need to bring my favorites. There’s something about a particular book you’ve read over and over. There’s simply no other copy that will do.”

“Can’t argue with that one.” Caeleb stood. “Now where is Carita, anyway, that we’ve been left to ourselves so long?”

“She and the baby are over visiting Mrs. Jaelrven and her little flock. I suspect they’ll be at it a long while yet.”

“I suspect so.” Caeleb agreed. “In the meantime, want to play a game of Trux?”

“Most certainly,” Ellisia stated with alacrity. Skirts spinning, she headed for the cupboard and removed the game board and pieces. “If I can calm my mind that long. Are you sure I shouldn’t start packing right now?”

“And leave my lonesome self to laze away on one of the sole four days of the only vacation I’ve had in months? Yes, Ellisia. Go pack. I’ll manage.” He pulled a despondent face, and wooden pieces slipped from Ellisia’s hand as she doubled over in laughter.

“No, Caeleb. Trux it is. You are stuck with it now.”

After an intense game—in which Ellisia came off the winner amid much back and forth bantering—Caeleb excused himself. Laughing goodbyes were exchanged, then he touched his hat and moved out of the doorway, waving.

She waved back, unable to wipe the smile off her face.

She was going to Academy!

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Great Tidings We Bring

Merry Christmas!

Today we are rejoicing in the birth of our Lord and Savior, Jesus Christ: our Redeemer, our Life, our Friend, our Advocate, and so much more.

We’ve examined each of the fruits of the Spirit in light of the birth of Christ. We’ve seen how love, joy, peace, patience, kindness, goodness, faithfulness, gentleness, and self-control are worked in our lives through God’s act of sending His Son to earth.

Now how do we sum it all up?

I can think of no better way than in the words of the angel – the messenger from Almighty God Himself.

And the angel said unto them, Fear not: for, behold, I bring you good tidings of great joy, which shall be to all people. For unto you is born this day in the city of David a Saviour, which is Christ the Lord. ~ Luke 2:10-11

Good tidings of great joy! The Savior is born!

And with His birth comes every good fruit of the Spirit into our lives.

That’s the gospel. That’s not only good news; that’s great news.

As Mary, may we keep all the elements of this news and meditate upon it in our hearts.

Yet that’s not all. It’s news we can hardly keep entirely to ourselves.

As the angels and as the shepherds, may we preach the gospel to every creature.

And so, from our family to yours . . .

We wish you a merry Christmas.
We wish you a merry Christmas.
We wish you a merry Christmas,
And a happy new year!
Good tidings we bring to you and your kin.
Good tidings for Christmas and a happy New Year.

May you go forth in the great tidings of His birth and may you possess all the fullness of the fruit of the Spirit in your life this year and for eternity!

Merry Christmas! 

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Not-So-Silent Night

Christmas Eve . . . and we’ve reached the final fruit of the Spirit: self-control, or temperance as it’s sometimes rendered. Today’s Christmas carol is a famous one: Silent Night.

But is it a Silent Night? And should it be?

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Let’s Call It Gentleness

Tomorrow is Christmas Eve . . . and today we’re zooming in on the second-to-last fruit of the Spirit and how it relates to Christmas.

This fruit is one we sometimes wish we could skip over – or at least agree mentally but ignore it in our lives. Yet without this fruit, our Spirit-filled living falls short. The Lord our God is One, and as we live in His kingdom, His Spirit works all aspects of who He is in our lives.

This fruit is, in essence, humility. Sometimes it’s rendered meekness, sometimes gentleness.

Yet gentleness in today’s culture has a very different meaning than either of the other two words. Gentleness implies more to do with the way we treat others – more like kindness mixed with a lot of tenderness and care. Meekness and humility, on the other hand, both center more upon our view of ourselves and acting in accordance with that view. Yes, they go hand in hand; if you’re humble, you’ll be gentle – but there’s more to it than just that.

In a way, calling it “gentleness” only tones down the “ouch”-factor of this fruit by making it more palatable to our flesh and our pride.

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Mirrored Faith

Today’s fruit of the Spirit is faith – sometimes rendered as faithfulness. Faith and faithfulness are both essential parts of the birth we celebrate at Christmas time.

Where is the faithfulness of God to mankind shown more clearly than at the manger? Faithfulness is a covenant term. It’s a declaration of steadfastness, reliability, trustworthiness. It’s a statement that the terms of covenant will be kept – that the covenant partner will be 100%, unquestioningly loyal to the other, that the partner will always be there.

Through sending His Son as the Mediator, that’s exactly what God was revealed to be. Through providing the one way for restored oneness with God (in spite of our unfaithfulness to the covenant and constant breaking of its terms), He sacrificed Himself to bring us to intimacy with Him.

O Come, O Come Emmanuel is a reflection upon His covenant and His faithfulness:

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